I can't picture you with long hair!
My father wouldn't allow my sisters and I to get our hair cut so we all had hair down to our butts. When my parents separated, the first thing my Mom did was to take me to get my hair cut and get my ears pierced because my father wouldn't allow that either.
That's probably why I've never had my hair really long since then. And if I do say so myself, I look much better with short hair.