Right. I gather from your post that you are questioning other "religions" and Adonai is the "psychotic" you were referring to?
If so, reading the Bible will clear it up for you. Maybe.
If not, then I suggest you don't drink and post at the same time.
I do not drink but one look at what has sprung forth from those Revelations in the desert right up to 9/11 would not come from a rational divine entity!