It's been along slow learning process. We made every mistake in the book. I was hurt from falls several times, and even gave up for several years. But then quit by accident, I met the girl who had broke the horse I had. I told her the problems I was having and she gave me some help.
Of course when I was finally starting to get comfortable with the horse, he had to be put down:(. It took several years and alot of horses to find another I liked. That horse, the mare I have now that is expecting in May, taught me alot, and even tho I retired her finally because I had gotten afraid of her, I learned more in the 6 years I rode her then any other horse.
Becky
I wish I had more time now, to practise what little i have learnt. I dont want that total fear to creep back in, although there is always a little bit of fear for me, which i think is healthy!
Your story, however, gives me the confidence that one day, time willing I will ride with James with confidence. : )