"Now I have dizzy spells,pain all over heart condition, artharides, rupcherd disks in my kneck an dlower back, nerves ripping away from my mussels, and other things and stilled denied."
Were you having a dizzy spell when you wrote this?
Sounds like you have problems, but hey, so does Stephen Hawking and look what he accomplished!
Don't you just hate it when your nerves rip away from unsuspecting shellfish?