It's haaaaaaaard to give up the babies, isn't it? It doesn't matter if they're little ones or big ones. They get a death-grip on our hearts and it's hard to shake it.
Why do you think we have so many now? LOL!! Many of them showed up as strays and we just couldn't part with them, even though a few folks have asked for one or two.
Guess we're the biggest suckers in the world, or close to it. *G*
It's hard, but I don't have the time for them and we don't have the money or room for them, some kitties will have to live elsewhere.