I'm not about to contact Bud Hopkins, or anyone else. I'm well aware of what MAY be going on. I don't care. I'll live my life without complaining to others. I have almost no clear memories of anything definitely happening, so my story doesn't merit publication.
I think I read one of his books, though, after the fact, so to speak. Seemed like a lot of BS to me. I appreciate your offer for help, though.
Thing is, there AIN'T no help.