or you have the
shield of protection
up so no one can
hurt you
I don't want to hurt you
just to love you...
your five o'clock shadow
your need to read
your smile
I miss most of all
I love you to the
narrow marrow
of my bones and hurt
that deeply when
you are all those
miles away from me
Oh yes, my nights
are tear soaked pillows
red eyes and sadness
etched on my face
my blue glacier eyes
are cold to flirting
with others in light
but I will fly by and
wink a quick one
in your direction
and toss my head
for attention
and bleed my heart
most days in light
rack my brain
to remember if
I ever heard you
say I love you
to me....
no you did not
and that is the biggest
hurt you left me with
bentfeather