I am very sorry to hear that about Ryan, and for your loss.
At the church I attend, my Pastor’s eldest daughter committed suicide on/about last Friday.
Still trying to wrap my head around it and failing. With you in grief. ‘Pod.
Mental illness has no rhyme or reason and can strike ppl from all walks of life. The saddest part is that the bullet that ended my son’s life also wounded everyone around him who loved him. I wish ppl could understand that before they take this drastic step. I know my son never wished to cause so much pain to others when he pulled the trigger, but he was not in his right mind in those last 10 seconds.