Me as well.
I now have no illusions that things in America and the world will continue to get progressively worse: day by day, week by week, month by month, year by year.
I have come to the realization that hoping people will "wake up" and things will return to a more moral time is sheer fantasy.
No way IMHO that things will ever morally get better.
This snowball turned into an avalanche that is so big only Christ can stop it.
He told us what would happen and what things would be like and here we are. Keep praying!