I don't know what I would do. However, if I was well along in years, with the end much nearer than the beginning, I like to think I have a better idea of what I would do in such situation.
I don’t know what I would do either. To be honest, I think I might fold to avoid the torture. Sadly, within my lifetime (37), I think Americans will be confronted with making such choices. We have a government who has allied itself with ISIS and brings as many Muslims (I guess a bigot for being concerned about that).