But to be loved back so unconditionally is to see G-d smile so huge that it lights up all the darkness in the world.
I am so glad you have her, and she has you. Love is the only thing that really survives this world, and the only thing that makes it worth whatever the cost to live here. What a statement of love it really is, that her smile is bigger to you than all the sadness and hurt in the world. That’s a huge love. That kind of love really does come from G-d. You are blessed and a blessing.