As long as we're all talking so openly and speaking as a black man, I will volunteer that no one regrets more deeply that I white capitulation to the racial extortionists. It's always been clear that when the black marauders take over the first victims will be the nearest; to wit, decent blacks living in their midst.
I was approached back in the 80s by some character with a petition in support of Farrakhan. When I refused to sign it, he said "that's OK brother, but we'll remember you in the revolution."
Thank you for your kind condolences, and ... as far as race, thanks for mentioning that you are black. To me you’ve always been, and remain, a good conservative. Period. :)
Tell ‘em good luck with that revolution. Especially when you encounter 12:1 odds and the other side is a bunch of experienced deer hunters.