I don't see much for your domain:
http://whois.domaintools.com//whitedevilredangel.mee.nu
As far as posting to your own website through a "proxy" server - that seems kinda redundant.
For them to trace you via your posts to your own server, they would have to break into your server, and then look at your server's logs, and get the IP address you were posting from, and then they would need a mole in your ISP's technical department who could read your ISP's DHCP logs to tell them who had been using that IP address at the time that you were posting to your server.
That's an enormous amount of work to go through, and, besides, if they could break into your server in the first place, then there's a pretty good chance that merely having root access to your server would allow them to figure out who you were by different means.
The most logical course of action for them would be to try to [somehow] break into your DNS registrar's database [either as external hackers, or using some sort of internal "HUMINT"] to discover whose Mastercard/VISA was used to pay for the "whitedevilredangel.mee.nu" domain name registration.
That's the weakest link you need to worry about.
But personally, I wouldn't even worry about that - I'd just get a Mossberg [or three], a whole mess of Federal Cartridge shells [I prefer a mix of 000 magnums & rifled slugs], a very large dog [or three - I'd go with Mastiffs], and tell the sorry scum-sucking whoreson m-f-ers to bring it on.
Hard to do when you’re living in China.
Thanks, makes me feel better. I don’t pay for the website it is free and I don’t own the address. my name is no where on it. As to the gun. I have many guns. unfortunately they are in America and I am in China.