God_bush_n_cheney (1000+ posts) Fri Dec-24-04 11:14 AM Original message
Bean spill three: What has she done?
In the first two posts...We talked about some of Bev's bad behavior. While it is true she can be mean and spiteful at times, there is no denying that she has taken the BBV movement to where it is, Now I have to say that whatever her faults are...she has been dedicated to the movement. I have not always agreed with the way she has handled things but it was her organization. I was the low man on the totem pole and policy was not mine to make.
Once again I am sorry for the way things turned out but now I will move on. I hold no grudge against her but I do warn anyone who gets involved with her. Bev can be charming but she can also turn on you just as quickly. The bean spills have been a way for me to let go. I will never again speak of Bev...and once I have the things she owes me and has of mine BBV will never hear from or of me again.
I think I have outlived my usefulness in the movement. I helped nurture it along I gave it my all...unfortunately my all was not enough. I have a health issue that I need to tend to, so I am going to back away. But I back away with the knowledge that there are a host of people working on the issue and it no longer needs me. My last hurrah is Jan 6th. I will be in DC to help my fellow Americans protest the travesty that has been committed against us.
After that I will fall back into the mass of unknown people and do my part from afar as I did in the past. The experience I have had over the last two years has not been all bad. I have met many wonderful and amazing people. Honest, hard working people who saw a problem and decided to fight it. Those are the ones that will carry the movement forward now. For my own peace of mind I have got to step back take a breath and chart a new course for myself and termite. I hope all of you have a Happy Holiday, Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year.
Andy
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