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From T.O.S: Is anyone else having a REALLY HARD TIME coping?

Posted on 11/03/2004 7:55:02 PM PST by Partisan Hack

I apologize but I'm taking great joy from there misery over there. A few samples for your perusal....

I am such a mess. Physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually.

I had no idea this would hit me so hard. I feel that all my hopes for the future have been shattered. Evil, hate and greed are rewarded. Wrong is Right. Fascism will prevail. Not to mention increased terrorism, hate crimes, isolation from the global community, loss of civil rights, etc.

AND, we have to look and listen to the f**king Chimp for another 4 long, miserable years. I don't know what to do. I am really beside myself and almost feel like I am on the verge of a nervous breakdown.I am sick to my stomach and I feel like I am going to have a heart attack.

I started smoking again, I can't bear the thought of going to work tomorrow, and I really don't have much hope at the moment. I can't eat, I've cocooned myself in my bed all day and have avoided every phone call. Oh - and I broke up with my boyfriend. You are not alone.

My heart feels like it's actually broken and I am afraid to leave the house because I am not in control of the rage I feel, and fear that the smallest thing will set me off.

I always thought that things were never quite as bad as they seemed, and that Americans were mostly good. But I think things have really turned... they are perhaps even worse than they seem, and perhaps the American empire is entering its terminal phase with a lot of pain and suffering ahead.

It feels an awful lot like what I imagine Berlin in 1938 was like.

I'm so venomous right now, I swear I'm growing fangs.

I have a background of depression (mostly from my days of living closeted) and am worried that the funk that I am dealing with might go long term. I cannot let that happen.

To that end, I am going to continue to devote a good chunk of time with a couple causes, to keep me going.

If things get really tough, get a really good friend or family member and just let go.

My son didn't want to go to school today

and face the jeers of his 6th grade classmates in our predominantly republican rural community. I bought him a donut at the local shop and reminded him that we still have to tell people that the war is wrong, that the poor need an advocate and that our planet is not their trashcan.

After pushed him out the door I had to give myself the same speech.

That sums things up beautifully

"we still have to tell people that the war is wrong, that the poor need an advocate and that our planet is not their trashcan."

Of course, unfortunately, the Pukes simply don't think these things are important. I just got off the phone with a dear friend who keeps insisting Iraq had something to do with 9/11 and if we "don't fight them over there we'll have to fight them here".

This is how Bush wants you to feel and he's hoping you'll go away, don't go away, in four years time USA will still be suffering from his policies, the economy and Iraq will still be great problem.

As I see it, whatever they say, it isn't a landslide, almost half the American people wanted a change, there were people who didn't vote, which is unforgivable, they may rue the day they didn't and will be there next time, in force.

I hope that we will get a chance in 4 yrs. I am angry, but not sure who to be mad at. I feel like Kerry played us and took one for the team (s and B)with no intention of ever winning. I don't know where to turn I told my friend to take pictures of the trees and all the open areas of beauty around us now because it won't be their for long. I fear for our troops and the kids that are going to be drafted. I applied for passports for my family today just in case I need. I think Democracy died yeasterday in America I never wanted to believe it could happen. There are protesters here in oregon tonight. I am still in shock. I don't like the mixed up feelings that I have because I have no way of seperating them all.

Don't mean to sound trite, but I share your pain.

I had an appointment with my counselor today, and she encouraged me to not look too far in the future and the terrible possibilities it holds.

I managed to calm down and try to focus on the things that bring me some small measure of contentment. It is very hard--the more I hear about Tuesday's fiascos and the evil people who made them happen, the angrier and more frustrated I get. This is producing physical symptoms similar to yours. It's up to me to get a handle on this, I know, but damn, it's hard. Like you, I cannot bear the thought of looking and listening to Bush for the next four years. I have determined I will NOT do that. Thank God for remote controls.

I wish I had the words to make you and me feel better about all this. But I do not. All I can think to do is resolve to do everything I can to stop the fascist juggernaut that is speeding toward us. I must try, for my children, grandchildren, and all of us who share this planet.


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1 posted on 11/03/2004 7:55:03 PM PST by Partisan Hack
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To: Partisan Hack

The left still doesn't have a clue, do they?


2 posted on 11/03/2004 7:57:18 PM PST by TheStickman (If a moron becomes senile how can you tell?)
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To: Partisan Hack
"I started smoking again"

NYT headline: BUSH CAUSES CANCER!

3 posted on 11/03/2004 7:57:29 PM PST by Darkwolf377
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To: Partisan Hack
"I started smoking again, I can't bear the thought of going to work tomorrow, and I really don't have much hope at the moment. I can't eat, I've cocooned myself in my bed all day and have avoided every phone call. Oh - and I broke up with my boyfriend."

The person who wrote this MUST be a male.

4 posted on 11/03/2004 7:58:15 PM PST by Darkwolf377
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To: Darkwolf377
"I started smoking again"

NYT headline: BUSH CAUSES CANCER!

ROFLMAO!

5 posted on 11/03/2004 7:58:41 PM PST by COEXERJ145 (The price of freedom is eternal vigilance)
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To: Partisan Hack
It feels an awful lot like what I imagine Berlin in 1938 was like.

what an insult to jews everywhere
6 posted on 11/03/2004 7:58:51 PM PST by jern (The only poll that this site think is accurate, is the poll with W. in the lead.)
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To: Partisan Hack

You couldn't beat the smile off of my face today! First, Kerry crashes like Te-Raz-a's last husband, then Little Tommy Dash-hole gets scalped out on the plains like a modern-day Custer and now I just heard that it looks like Arafat is finally about to assume room temperature! YESSSSS!!!!!

Oh, I just love the sweet taste of liberal tears!


7 posted on 11/03/2004 7:58:59 PM PST by islander-11 (Save Nantucket - Vote Republican!!!)
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To: Partisan Hack

I hope your pain continues ...


8 posted on 11/03/2004 7:59:13 PM PST by Drango (NPR- When government funds a "news" outlet that has a bias...it's no longer news...it's propaganda.)
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To: Partisan Hack

You know I think it is really wrong of us to be rubbing this in and really skewering our fellow Americans. Then again, I may be tap dancing and spouting total BS because I am still having an electiongasm!!!


9 posted on 11/03/2004 7:59:18 PM PST by frog_jerk_2004
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To: Partisan Hack

T.O.S. = The Other Side? Where are these from? DU? The cowards have closed their forums to lurkers, probably to stave off schadenfreude-seekers like myself.


10 posted on 11/03/2004 7:59:43 PM PST by Politicalities (http://www.politicalities.com)
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To: Partisan Hack

"Thank God for remote controls."

They are getting so religious now that they think God created the remote control, on the 9th day probably.


11 posted on 11/03/2004 8:00:16 PM PST by Toespi
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To: Partisan Hack
*sniff, sniff*...aaah, schadenfreude. :^)

I love it...keep the hits coming!

12 posted on 11/03/2004 8:00:27 PM PST by TheBigB (I have a keyboard and an attitude. Don't piss me off.)
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To: Partisan Hack

NOW I know why I NEVER visit the DU scum sites.


13 posted on 11/03/2004 8:00:29 PM PST by Indie (Ignorance of the truth is no excuse for stupidity.)
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To: Partisan Hack; Howlin; nopardons; onyx

I wonder how Todd is doing at LP..lol


14 posted on 11/03/2004 8:00:41 PM PST by wardaddy (The only thing we share with collectivists and ragheads is death.)
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To: Partisan Hack

That is truly pathetic.


15 posted on 11/03/2004 8:00:48 PM PST by squidward
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To: Partisan Hack
Hey kids! Let's make up a nice batch of purple Kool-aid.
That'll make us all feel better!
16 posted on 11/03/2004 8:00:58 PM PST by GMMAC (lots of terror cells in Canada - I'll be waving my US flag when the Marines arrive!)
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To: Partisan Hack
I am such a mess. Physically, mentally, emotionally, spiritually.


17 posted on 11/03/2004 8:01:14 PM PST by Maceman (It's no longer a blue world, Max!!)
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To: Partisan Hack
Where is this from? A little context would go a long way. What is "From T.O.S" supposed to mean?

Maybe dense, but also worn out, so please help.

18 posted on 11/03/2004 8:01:25 PM PST by Coyoteman
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To: Partisan Hack
Thank you for letting us know that we pi$$ed off the true jerks.
19 posted on 11/03/2004 8:01:30 PM PST by StJacques
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To: Partisan Hack

These poor, poor souls. The government should hurry and parachute in a team of grief counsellors.


20 posted on 11/03/2004 8:01:30 PM PST by T'wit (The more intelligent candidate won.)
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