I just can't get thru to you, can I? I think you are in a state of denial, one that refuses to accept the fact that marijuana isn't addictive like nicotine is. But regardless of that, I know what I'm talking about. Are you one of those members in the Flat Earth Society?
You can't admit that you can't stop pot, can you? There's nothing more to it. You simply CAN NOT STOP!
This drug has a hold on you, you are unable to say 'I'll never do it again'. You'll say 'Oh, it's just cause I wanna'. Or whatever excuse.
You simply can't stop. No matter what laws you break or what awful economy you're supporting.
You just can not stop.