Your aren't a troll.
I'm not a troll NOW - but there was a time when folks here felt different...
I could look up the thread, but the references have probably been removed anyway. But I didn't have a very auspicious debut here, that's for sure. (And I don't mean just when I "appeared" on my husband's obituary thread - actually Jim and the mods decided to let me back in, and they first gave me back my first name, until they realised that someone had suggested I commit suicide (precisely what my husband ended up doing). So I got back the name I made up as a spur-of-the-moment joke, and was zotted under before ever posting. (Hence my signup date being nine months or so before my first post.)