[Genesis defender]

We have gone to my pastor, and he recommended a counselor whom I saw today.

[Burn24]

Whoa, hang on folks - doesn't the Lord help those who help themselves? Getting a job that you like, that will pay you fairly, and that you will grow in (in self-esteem as well as professionalism) is your first job. There are tons of tools out there to help you do this. Stop panicking and go about things logically!