[LeeMcCoy]

Often, the Lord allows things to get so bad that we only have Him to turn to. It sounds like you have reached that point. But take heart! The Lord listens to all desperate pleas for help. It may take a long time to prove yourself to your family, but the rewards are well worth the effort. Do not give up!

Adding my prayers for your victory!

[John Jamieson]

"My world as I know it is falling apart."

This is the real problem, he's world for the past 5 years was "money for nothin', chicks for free" and now it's going away. He's not committed to reform. This a search for how he can continue his old ways.

[MsLady]

Exactly!!!

If you haven't already done so, give everything over to the L-rd, cry out to Him for help and watch what happens. I promise you, you will never be the same again. My journey is not over, and everyday I live with the L-rd here on earth has been pure joy. HE IS AWESOME!!!