Hey I'm witcha! I just gotta let it sink in....kinda like the Losertarian License mantra....maybe if you say it to yourself enough times, you'll start to believe it.
42, 42, 42, 42, 42, 42, 42....
Actually you're not, but I only expected a few people here to understand the significance of "42" and it's not a mantra, but . . . nice guess. Unfortunately, I have no consolation prizes.