But I had to try quitting lots of times before I got it through my thick head that after being clean for a few months I could just try a couple of puffs....once I had quit for six months and just had to try one puff.
I a smokaholic....but clean for over twenty years. If I had one puff, I'd be smoking a pack a day within a week.
I'm one too. Six years now and I still feel around on the bedside table for the pack and lighter when I wake up.
I learned that people don't tell you the truth about how hard it is. They say the third day is the worst, and that is true, but they don't tell you it never gets any better.
You never lose the craving, you just get used to carrying the monkey your own stupidity bought for the rest of your life.
So9