Me too.:(
As Galadriel would say: "Do not let your hearts be troubled."
God always brings good out of evil. It's from betrayals and disappointments like these that bring reform and renewal. The Church has recovered from scandal with reform for 2000+ years and will do so again. Who knows...because of this the sheeple may wake up and see the hypocrisy of the left.
From your mouth to God's ear.........