Do you have a church you can attend, or a group or organization you’re interested in that you can join?
I hope you can find something locally that can provide you with some companionship and peace of mind.
Not really.
Unfortunately I’ve become a social phobic since he died.
I hardly leave here unless absolutely necessary and then for only an hour or so.
I always go out late at night to avoid as many people as possible.
My huge concern is my dogs.
My sister’s friend said he’d take my Doberman as he had a service Dobe in the Air Force so he’d understand the breed.
The little Am Staff antisocial former bait dog is a problem.
She’s sweet as molasses to me and a ferocious defender of my life but I’m not sure if there’s a chance she’d love another owner.
She’d have to be an Only Dog because quite understandably she’s very reactive to other dogs, especially if it’s a pit bull.
I sure she’s not forgotten what they’d done to her before she was rescued.
Her physical scars have healed but the mental ones may never.
It’s a shame because she’s really a sweet dog who would give her life for me.
If I “wrestle” with her she’s SO careful to be very soft mouthed and does little gentle paw taps to my hands.
Unless she hears someone outside she’s silent as the grave.
No “talking”, no whines, no woofs, just nothing.
Maybe she was beaten for making noise.
I don’t know.
That hurts my heart.
😕