“”What the hell is that even supposed to mean?......just more nonsensical ravings of a lunatic mind I guess. SMH””
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It means that Thomas knows that he is not doing ‘the right thing’, but his arrogance and inner evil pushes him to do what is not right or good, anyway. If you are doing the right thing there is no need to fight the world OR to fight yourself. Thomas is perfectly cognizant of his wrong-doing.
Many demon-possessed don’t even know it, as they fully embrace the ‘program’. Must be like riding a self-driving car...