In this picture, you can see that it didn't turn out like he thought it would. Sure, he might be a hero to a tiny group of idiots, but his life is effectively over and he his reviled by a majority of the country. Meanwhile, the praise for Kirk will only grow.
His social media (discord etc) would be interesting to read. Who radicalized him? The media? Democrats? Antifa? His university professors? Social Media?
The pics I posted upthread showed a young normal guy apparently in his first college dorm room at about age 19. Three years later, he is a cold-blooded killer. What happened in those 3 years?