Mushrooms? They are mostly illegal and could get you in hot water.. try ketamine, it resets your brain, ketamine clinics are legal in some states.
Mushroom spores are legal and readily available over the internet. Personally I ignore stupid laws anyway. Last time I checked IV ketamine ( the most effective way of administering it) was rarely covered by insurance. To get a script for Esketamine (intranasal) you have to show you’ve tried all the cheaper antidepressants first and it’s not as effective as IV administration from what I’ve heard.