You are by far THE most deceived person I have ever encountered.
You are so full of yourself and your alleged abilities and how much you are in demand by everyone that’s somebody, that you have actually destroyed any credibility you may have had.
Your pride and bragging demonstrate that very clearly and precious little of it is believable.
You couldn’t tell the difference between pride and bragging vs. the Holy Spirit working through someone.
I’ve often stated that the things I do are not me, but are done through me. I’m just the vessel.
Take a read of Acts 2, where Peter quotes the prophet Joel in the Old Testament. We are in those times.
Jesus states in John 14 that you shall do the things that He does and even more in His name. If you are not doing some of those things, then Jesus is not in you. You might be fooling yourself.
Jesus is already here, but you do not see Him, as He is not in you. If Jesus were not already here, Communion would be a worthless fraud.