“...wanting to take care of your family”
To arrive at such a conclusion...to commit to such a plan for “taking care of” one’s family...would require one to apply an almost inconceivably effeminate line of reasoning.
How impenetrably darkened (over how many sin-filled decades?) would one’s intellect need to have become to allow one to seriously to consider this?
I was just imagining a situation where a man with an insurance policy for millions, possibly 10’s of millions has done something illegal and knows he faces a lifetime in jail and possibly lawsuits that might financially ruin his family.
Now many would simply kill themselves in such a situation.
But, a smarter man might hire a killer to have himself murdered instead. Both situations end with the guy dead, but in one his family is enriched, instead of financially devastated.
I am not saying it is right, just that it is a possibility considering this guy was facing charges.