I have MD. It’s brutal and not something I would wish on my worst enemy.
Unless, and until, you get it under control, life is a living hell of extreme vertigo, nausea, vomiting and an inability to function normally from day to day because of sudden “drop episodes” of extreme vertigo where you literally drop to the floor immediately to prevent yourself from falling and hitting your head on something hard.
It’s terrible. Absolutely terrible.
And with each successive “attack” whichever ear his it, there is a permanent loss of some hearing. I am almost entirely deaf in my right ear now. A slow progression from three years of MD attacks.