I am speaking from personal experience. I have been there. And if I had killed myself it would have been all on me. I had absolutely no one else to blame but myself because I already knew better at a very young age.
Always remember to never forget: I was also in ‘The Game’ as a hardcore addict myself.
Your experience got you a little nihilistic about the topic. My experience had a different effect: I have immense compassion for the addict who still suffers. I suppose it is a byproduct of my strong association with Narcotics Anonymous.
No big whoop either way we travelled. I still love you. (But not in a gay way, so put that damned thing back in your pants. 😂)