You can make all of the “adjustments “ you want to feel better about yourself. Keep backpedaling......can you juggle too? You seem just a tad disturbed .....get some help
well, I am sensitive on this particular subject, because my mom was 16 when she married my dad who was 18 and they were happily married for over 50 years until my moms death.
So sorry if I am a little defensive that you think my dad should have been arrested and imprisoned for rape.