As I read and am told we as disciples are to help one another along the path and point to who Jesus is. Not lift ourselves as a person who has great wisdom only given to us. The Holy Spirit is a free gift to all.
Possibly you received some personal revelation from Jesus to share? As long as it’s scriptural and as long as it can be backed by scripture else possibly keep this to yourself?
My concern is you’re being led astray and trying to lead others astray with doctrines not biblically sound.
Matthew 24:4, Jesus said take heed that no man deceive you. If one takes even a small amount of time, studying doctrine, one can easily spot new age gurus. But then again, new age, is not new. It is as old as the hills. I am not buying it, and neither are any of you. I got no time for it.