[Lazamataz]

Sounds like you were blessed with a very good marriage, a lot of the way you feel may still be grief, as you’ll never stop missing her and the things you built and did together.

Excellent point. I was never blessed in that way. Part of it was me; I was incapable of love and true intimacy. Part of it was my partners.

I have more love and intimacy with Angie, my current life partner, but there are some obstacles there, too, that may drive us apart.

[Jane Long]

my current life partner

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How does that work?

Are you a cat?

(j/k ... love ya, Laz ... reminder, no one on this Earth is perfect)

[sopo]

We love you here for years, definitely phileo, though.

[Tijeras_Slim]

I’ve enjoyed watching how you’ve changed over the 24 years I’ve been here. You’ve always been one of those high risk - high reward types. You are appreciated.