Once again you’ve shared a place you’re at and the rest of us dig into our souls and start to connect. Yes, you’re getting old and that’s depressing. Can we all face up to that? That we’re getting old too? Are we with you once again? Yes we are.
The new feeling of being lost at sea and maybe not caring as much as we once did to fight our way back is scary. We have to face it. Share it. Reel in the pain and reach out to each other. The awareness of loss - we all have a Sheila - sometimes “Sheila” is a mother, a father, an old friend or our partner in love and marriage and children and grandchildren - our love who has died and left us here - adrift.
It’s good to reflect on this loss - for you and for all of us... and to reach out to each other for guidance, maps and charts. Thanks again for allowing us to face this with you and yes, you’re in my prayers... and we’ll overcome this...
Thank you all very much For your prayers and support. I just would like to let everyone know that I’m not depressed i’m not suicidal i’m not think of quitting and I’m not going anywhere. I was just laying here yesterday afternoon thinking how nice would be if I could drive over to my girlfriend’s house. but heck I can’t even get out of bed By myself. Then I start thinking when did this happen how how is it that got so old I can’t even get out of bed.