This might help you: When my bff died of cancer, I said to my priest that it was like a hole in my heart that I can’t refill. He said that was exactly right. Jenny is gone, and only in Heaven will we be reunited. In Heaven we will have perfect happiness and love. The more holes, the more we have loved.
Yes I know. I’ve got a giant hole in my heart that can never be filled. I love her so and always will.