If American perverts want sex with trannies or to be trannies they should move to the Phillipenes where it is accepted. You could go back home and make a few bucks crocodile.
Your answer it seems is to assault and maim people.
You are a monster unfit for human company, no matter where in the world you grace with your presence. Your mind has gone down a dark path, and I doubt that, at your age, there is a way back.
Maybe religion can reign in that demon in your soul, but that is what its going to take.