You need to stop calling what you do as Christian because it’s not.
Adding Jesus as a window dressing does not change Eastern Mysticism and doctrines of demons into the gospel nor does it lead people to a saving faith in Christ.
On the contrary, your demonic and delusional experiences and conclusions will only lead people away from God and Jesus.
NOTHING you advocate for can be supported by or from Scripture. The spiritual hokum you advocate has only one source and that is Satan.
Nailed it Again !