You are nucking futs.
That’s usually the first step in an education of a topic, labelling it as nuts because you lack the understanding.
As I said, and I will say it again, this is not the Torah observant Jew or the secular Jew, who is not a liberal.
I get your position, but you need to understand that there are a 1000 layers in Judaism that you have to sift through to have a good understanding of Judaism.