My dearest husband, healthy and active, with no history of heart disease in him or his family began having weakness and shortness of breath upon receiving his 2nd shot. He was made to get it by his job, a job he’s held since he retired from the Navy in 1999. A job that our family could not afford to lose. He went to a specialist within a few weeks who gave him 3 tests and a clean bill of health 3 weeks before he fell over and died in my living room at the ripe old age of 62. A Widow Maker, they called it.
My entire family is devastated, a great man, husband, father and grandfather who couldnt see a way around the mandate of his govt contract is now gone. I work hard at not going down the rabit hole....I dont think I can take the anger with the pain.
I’m so sorry for your loss. I think you are correct in keeping that anger at bay. You need to grieve and anger will stop you in your tracks - every time. I know from experience. May God comfort you and your family,
I’m sorry to hear of your loss....thank you for sharing.
Prayers up that God's Grace may comfort you, relieving your pain and anger.