So sorry to hear of your troubles. Here are a couple of links about this drug. Maybe someone has first-hand inks for the extreme dangers associated with it.
The Strange Story of Remdevisir, A Covid Drug That Doesn’t Work https://www.forbes.com/sites/jvchamary/2021/01/31/remdesivir-covid-coronavirus/?sh=5366cc1266c2
Remdesivir Shouldn’t be Used on Hospitalized Covid-19 Patients https://www.nbcnews.com/health/health-news/remdesivir-shouldn-t-be-used-hospitalized-covid-19-patients-who-n1248320
Safety profile of remdisivir, and update. NIH
https://www.ncbi.nlm.nih.gov/pmc/articles/PMC7373689/
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