Yours is an amazing story and impressive as well, to be respected. Your level of education and experience shines through, and it’s commendable you desire to continue to help others. Very admirable. You have potential to be a great witness for Christ—I bet a lot of people look up to you.
It’s wonderful you went from agnostic to believing, and the way is also fascinating. If you are open to sharing, I’d love to hear more about your NDE. I’m sure others here are interested as well. The reason I ask is NDE is a gray area spiritually and wonder the source.
I’m also curious about your ability to physically see a soul. The reason is I’m wondering about the source of that ability, which I don’t doubt you have. I’d like to know more. By the way when I was younger I had special abilities, passed down through family, but when I was saved I discovered it was unholy divination. One even involved a psychologist who practiced successful muscle pulling through me. All those abilities are now renounced, no longer practiced. Instead God granted me the spiritual gift of discernment. I do see several red flags in the posts here. We are all works in progress—the only perfect man is Jesus and we exist to choose Him and strive to spiritually be like Him. I truly believe this whole thread is a divine opportunity.
Now the most important question of life in this world: Who do you say Jesus is? You’ve already stated you’re a sinner; Did you repent of your sins and ask Him to be your Savior?
“I’m also curious about your ability to physically see a soul. The reason is I’m wondering about the source of that ability, which I don’t doubt you have. I’d like to know more. By the way when I was younger I had special abilities, passed down through family, but when I was saved I discovered it was unholy divination.”
I have this ability also. Tired&Retired and I have discussed it a couple times. It is a side effect of of consciousness enlightenment. Mine also runs in the family. But if you don’t mind, I am curious why you found it to be dark? It has always been a positive ability for myself. And I have been able to use it in positive ways.