OK ... so what DOES it say?
If what The Lord has instructed, in His book, doesn’t speak to you,
why ask for my (guaranteed to be inferior) interpretation?
( ...it seems illumination is clearly not what you are seeking. )
I do hope that you resist that Deamon screaching that “Turn the Other Cheek”
is a commandment from God to let [Them] destroy more children...
Because then we’d need to be in your way, too.