Sadly, I am starting to agree with you on this point.
I did not arrive at this opinion quickly...
The McConnell’s, the McCainites, Billionaire Psychopaths and Thieves are funding a propaganda campaign to make people like you confused and demoralized.
Don’t be fooled, Trump’s support is at a fever pitch and growing.
One of many if you know where to look:
https://www.nationalreview.com/news/poll-finds-increase-in-number-of-republicans-who-support-trump-over-gop