Spot on.
I was suspicious from the very start. We live in an age where the cell phone and video recorder are as common as dogs and cats. Musk made sure Ukraine had internet accessibility from nearly the start.
Yet look at how few lengthy, informative video and interviews are actually coming out compared to what must be a deluge of them being made. In the west most are simply vids of Russian armor being blown up..and very short at that. The Russian made stuff is nearly absent. I see many very small clips on an Indonesian website of Ukrainian soldiers being manned and killed but once again very short and specific clips.
Both sides seem to be restricting the truth and showing their narrative with as little evidence as they can. Of course a few exceptions exist.
Not surprisingly the Russians post their videos on social media sites popular in Russia. There are many Telegram channels and vk accounts where Russians post text, images, and videos. Use one of the machine translation tools to get an idea of what they are writing, but be aware that the machine translations often miss on puns, inside jokes, etc.