Living, sometimes, is not so much of a a blessing to those who have crossed the line.
That is right. She will have her aborted baby on her mind for the rest of her life. It was that way with my ex-wife.
The baby she aborted, before I ever knew her, was on her mind throughout our marriage until she decided she wanted to kill our kids while in a mental hospital. Her best friend had called me to warn me and to get the children to safety.
I was at the end of my rope having taken her to 10 marriage counselors and an exorcist when my pastor said that we should separate. That gives you an idea of how bad it was. At that point it was her third time in the mental ward.
There was a book out describing "Aborted Women". That abortion goes against the very fabric of their nature; warping their minds and bodies. In fact, many women, lose the ability to conceive after an abortion. Many also try to date, but wonder why men seem to run from them, either understanding that the abortion may have affected them, or not understanding it at all.
The tragedy of an aborted woman is that it often affects their whole world from that point further. And for my ex-wife, it majorly did to this day. One of the girls barely talks with her and has denied her access to her email at times.
The only remedy that I could suggest is pleading the Blood of Jesus Christ for the forgiveness of that awful sin. Romans says all of us have sinned and fallen short of the Glory of God. The Apostle Paul was a murderer of Christians and he found Christ's forgiveness and theirs as a group.
He said, "I am a new creature, yet not I but Christ in me", becoming the best Christian Theologian that the world has ever known having written his famous letter to the Romans. He also wrote a letter to the Phillipians and 2 to the Colossians. These we have recorded for us in the Holy Bible available to everyone.
In short, tell Jesus what you have done to your life, He is ready and listening. Tell Him as many faults as you can and receive His eternal forgiveness. To the woman caught in an adultery He said "Go, and Sin no more" indicating His forgiveness and new life to all who seek it.
I never knew who the man was who got my ex-wife pregnant before I ever knew her, and I don't want to know. The tragedy of that act and the abortion and its effects on all of us was immense. She has sought forgiveness, but I think has had trouble receiving it, maybe thinking she is unworthy to receive it and yet still seeks manipulate our lives constantly.
All of us are unworthy to receive His Eternal forgiveness, but to all, who believe upon Him and His Blood's atonement for all our sins, are Eternally Grateful.