Yet Jeremiah didn’t, many Christians testify that they reached that point but they didn’t, that God helped them....but that poor unfortunate woman did it, having no God in her life.
And Job wanted the day he was born to be erased from time, but God kept him going, too!
Life sometimes sucks and God sometimes is the only one we can cry to even when it doesn’t change things right away.
I’m sorry for that poor woman and even for Christians who just reach that breaking point and pull the trigger. Each story is an individual story and no two stories will be alike. That is why I trust God to weigh each case with justice but with mercy should he find the circumstances justify mercy and should he hear the Son pleading with the Father softly for this one or that one...”No Father, do not send this one and that one to the lake of Fire; not this one and and that one this is why...!”(as Christ shows him the names of “this one and that one” written in the Lamb’s book of Life!”
Medication(s)?
Disorientation?
Background “noise”?
CTE?
“Do not judge”