I can tell by your use of language that your intelligence is at least average, which means you can understand simple concepts like that of “foreign” and “toxic.”
Knowing the spike protein mRNA is foreign and toxic, you still try to get people to take the vaccine.
Therefore, your motive is necessarily sinister.
However, there is perhaps a way out for you, and it’s this:
You might not understand what’s going on in your own mind when you make posts about taking the vaccine.