Jesus founded a church. One and exactly one. If you intend to follow the Gospel, you have to find that Church and be a part of it.
“Whoever calls upon the name of the Lord shall be saved” Romans 10:13.
No mention of your “Church” there at all. I, as Jesus did and does, will take God’s Word over your traditions of man any day.
Like million of others, I’m a born-again Christian who received Jesus without any help from your “Church”. Your “Church” may help you to get saved but only Christ saves, not “Church”.
Again, as Jesus warned the Pharisees, the religious mafia of his day, “[I]f you do not believe that I am He, you will die in your sins” John 8:24.
I don’t want you to die in your sins so if you haven’t received Jesus, do it now - he is the ONLY one who can save you because he is the ONLY one who died for all your sins - your “Church” never did that and your “Church” can never save you.
Don’t start. Not the time or place.