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you have to understand...I'm dealing with a very sick brother back east....thinking about my son who wouldn't listen to a thing I say if I was the last person on earth, and his two children, my only grandchildren, and if gets the vax they will too.....I can't even imagine them not in this world....

it was just a fleeting thought....I'm not getting the vax....no way no how....

the thought of this world without 90% of the people....our families and our friends....is very frightening....

would our politicos and our betters do this to the people?....nah..../s/

Cherry or anyone with high anxieties. Look up "Andrenochrome hypothesis" which is the concept that hallucinogens from a patient are prevalent in people that large then normal amounts of Andrenochrome in the body. Which can be countered with niacin B3
Andrenochrome produced by the oxidation of adrenaline. Adrenaline comes from the adrenal glands just above the kidney. The drug effects the higher limbic system.

niacin B3 effects the liver in many ways. It also raises HDL production by 30% with normal doses. Higher HDL it almost sounds magical on how effective it is against so many elements including covid.

I understand somewhat what you are feeling. I have fleeting moments where I wish it could all end real fast if that is the way it is going to happen.

My son has already had his 2 dose shot of Pfizer along with my aunt. Don’t know about my DIL as we do not speak. I also have 3 grandchildren. All of the above live with me.

Prior to getting the shot, I BEGGED my son not to do it. I offered him information and he ignored me and got his shots. At present we do NOT have a good relationship.

I too, am terrified of what will happen to him. (Only child).

My sister in law is dying of lung cancer as we speak. My brother is beside himself. They have been together over 40 years. Really together, very close knit couple. My heart breaks for him. I have to be strong for him as well as hide my fears about him and my son.

My lib (a know it all) sister in FL. I don’t even try to talk to her about it. I have to call her tomorrow to up date about my SIL and try to stay away from talking about any of it. She said I can talk to her and she would keep it to herself, but I’ve been burned by so many family members I am now afraid to trust anyone with my thoughts and feelings.

I have no one I can talk to. All of my friends were in NY and since I moved down to NC, I have no friends. I just go to work and come home and go on FR and then to sleep. Step and repeat tomorrow, etc.

God MUST be inside of me, because for some reason I still have some sort of hope. I don’t feel doomed but am scared. I never let my mind stop running. I don’t know how. I am thinking of trying some sort of meditation to slow me down so I don’t break.

I hold on to my belief in God that He will bring me through all of this horror I am going thru.

I HAVE to believe.!!! You should TOO!! Never give up! God will walk beside you and when you are afraid turn to him. He will help you continue on. Crying works too. Relieves a lot of the pressure.