Well, its obviously not nothing, its a whole lotta something.
I can see why you don't wanna discuss it though, its quite embarrassing. It exposes you as a.) a grifter, b.) an associate of known grifters and liars, c.) a suckass, d.) a liar, e.) a pimp, and f.) a fraud on FR.
I think, along with the fact that Q took down your boys (and you by proxy), this explains your mad obsession with Q. I have a feeling you'll be babbling and frothing at the mouth about Q several years from now, when you're a sad and feeble old geezer like Hector Salamanca.
If Q accomplished nothing else (he didn't), at least he accomplished that.
#IAmLaughingAtYou